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We can never really play God, even though we like to think we can. Even those people who don’t believe in Him can’t really deny that they can’t control everything, they can’t have all that they wanted and if they can’t have it they reasoned out that it was destiny, that its meant to happen even without God.

Everything really happens for a reason, even if that reason alone is unknown, even if it takes a hell lot of time to figure the reason and why it’s meant to happen to us in this particular time, date, place and circumstances.Everything will fall into it’s designated places, Life really is what we make it. There are things we never expect to happen but yet it happened to us after all, but sometimes the things we didn’t expect is what we really wanted after all, all we have to do is accept it, acknowledge the hurt if you were hurt, then let it go.. Let God do His job, and our job is to trust Him. But if we planned to hurt someone. or to kill someone.. its really meant to fail, not only fail but to hurt you as well… hurt ur reputation, ur dignity, ur own self. i just heard from a friend that a woman I know was pregnant yet she had a hard time accepting it, so she deal with it in her own way.. I guess she thought she was doing the practical and logical way, since people expect alot from her, her ambition consumed her.. Im not making psycho-analysis of her mind you.. but she just made me hate her more. The way she deal with her pregnancy was shameful, not to mention sinful.. maybe she has her own reason but whatever it is.. its her loss. So I guess as time passed by and as the circumstances allowed her DEALING with her pregnancy was made public… (not really public, some people already knew about it, even before they held a meeting, a meeting for confidentiality..) the unborn fetus was discovered, he or she was already 5months old.. it was discovered in the dormitory’s septic tank.. Its sad, knowing the baby should have lived.. I know that it was unwanted on her part, but that really didn’t gave her the right to flush the matter> In my case, when I discovered I was having a baby, I went through all the possible scenario, bad and good.. I thought about dealing with it… but every time I think about it it.. I feel shameful.. The baby growing inside me was made from love, why should I DEAL with it when I know she was made from the man I love? And just by looking at my baby, I feel peaceful, she’s my slice of heaven.

Anyway.

She should have given her option alot of thinking, she just killed her baby. That is a crime. It is punishable. It was unforgivable.

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